Well I guess you could say I've been through some changes lately. Lots of stuff has happened in a short amount of time and it’s changed the way I look at things.
Firstly, I'm going home, back to Norfolk, currently I'm living in Wolverhampton, so that’s the first big change, fuelled by the end of a 3 year relationship. At first I wondered why me? Why am I losing a person I cherish and love, and I was devastated, and now, a few weeks on I'm starting to realise it will make me a better person and I can be happy, and I am. I have amazing friends, a fantastic family and I know ill make it through! That’s a big step for me compared to how I was a week back! Heh.
People always say that going home feels like they have failed, well its not always true, I mean yes I've made mistakes and done a lot of things I shouldn’t have, but they all turn you into the person you are and going home doesn’t mean you've failed, it just means that’s what you need right now. Going home is therapeutic it gives you chance to find yourself again and be you.
I am so excited to spend time with my Cousin, I’ll be living with her for a bit while I sort myself out and it’s gonna be awesome!
Right, A bit about me, I lived in Norfolk most of my life, until I was 17, at which point I moved to Manchester cause I thought it was glamorous and would be totally amazing! As you do at 17. Well I was half right, it was amazing but also kinda rubbish too!. After a year and half I moved down south to live with my mum, things didn’t working out and I moved with my then Boyfriend to Wolverhampton, where I have been for the last two years. I’ve had some experiences here I’ll never forget. I like to read write and I love music, it’s always been a big part of my life, I find lyrics in songs can get you through anything. I am also a major computer fan and love everything about technology and gaming! (well except the getting addicted part!!)
My cousin suggested I start a blog. I decided it was a good idea as it would give me a way to vent my feelings and state my opinions of different things.
So that’s exactly what ill be doing!
Love n Kisses