Well I havent posted in a while - I havent really had anything to say... But now I do. So here goes.

Its funny isnt it how life can take different turns? Things are so fragile they can change in the blink of a eye and you find yourself wanting something different. At this moment in time I dont know what I want, in fact I have no idea ¬.¬ I have so much going on I barely have time to think these days. I work 60 hours a week most week, holding down two jobs, then I have friend and family obligations aswell as doing the stuff I want to do and making sure I keep on top of the washing and cleaning. Its not easy, and as such I find myself with less and less time. I do however, have a few days off next week, and I'm going to see my dad Wednesday, Going around a very lovely friends and having some epic food cooked for me, then back to Norwich Thursday to go food shopping (fun eh?) My Niece is over Friday, Been promising to take her shopping for months and now I have the money I'm gonna, and then back to work saturday. So... I have time off, but I'm not exactly going to be resting. I think the next time I get time off I'm going to spend it at home, chilling out and reading a few books.

I named this post Long Time No Post + Owl City because omfg they are awesome. I know to some people they may be old and all like "ive heard all this before" but I've JUST got their album today and their songs fill me with a strange kind of happiness and their lyrics reawaken stuff inside me I thought died when my 4 yr relationship did. Listening to the songs today have made me realise a few things, and I feel so light a free, I feeling I havent truely felt for a long time.

Ima quote a few lyrics from Owl City now just cos they are FUCKING amazing...

Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

If My Heart Was A House

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warms over everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
On this day complete
I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me
We got older and I should've known (Do you feel alive?)
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

So yea... Anywho :) Love those lyrics. I really do have some of the most amazing friends, You know who you are and I love you all very much <3 <3 <3

Love n Kisses
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